job

well it looks like my two month long stretch of being unemployed has come to an end, unless something horrible happens. So now i sit back and ponder what i have learned from this experience. From the ups-and downs. The worrying about where the gas money was going to come from, and I feel that I have walked away from this a bit wiser, maybe not smarter, but wiser sure. Its a lame job, but I'm glad to get it none the less. The lessons we learn in everyday life are essential to our growth and maturity into fine adults. So perhaps the things we worry about, we should just sit back and learn from? later people.




remember: If you wait, all that happens is that you grow older.

Go for it!

the great outdoors

today me and my grandfather went for a walk through the woods to a wonderful spot in an old creek bed. I saw a few deer, and the squirrels were hiding from the wind. its was pretty windy. Things like that make me kinda feel sorry for the people who never really get to experience that kind of stuff first hand. I understand how people in the cities have lost their way, and turned toward artificial means of life can be so downtrodden and anti-religion. How can they understand what they have themselves never experienced?
Its a beautiful world out there. go out and enjoy it. Anyways, I'm going to go for a long motorcycle ride and squeeze all i can outta the good weather before old man winter smiles on me. XD later.


remember, never race an old fart. he may have one more gear than you. =)

poor

being poor is a funny thing. it has opened my eyes in a way that i never would have believed. Dont get me worng, i've never had much money, but ive always had some. now being flat broke makes me appreciate all the things i still have. the other day i thanked god for a chocolate chip cookie i bought at a gas station. it was the best cookie i had had in a very long time. the simple things are so much more enjoyable, and its very easy to see where my priorities are now a days, cause i can afford them as opposed to the things i just want. makes me wonder what i have taken for granted in the past, been doing alot of thinking. anyways im gonna head out. later


Can you truly love life without fully understanding it?

random thoughts

ok so i been thinking, and it hurts my head. why do people lean towards anarchy from time to time, is it a natural response? some sort of built in antiresponsibility mechanism? perhaps i should ponder this some more. Oh and why is it that fast food always tastes worse after eating a mint?


remember: the grass may be greener on the other side, but its not without its difficulties too.

old school

So i went to a civil war reenactment today, it was pretty cool. Cannons and gun powder everywhere. the sound was deafening. people in authentic dress. I think i would like to get into that. I already have the gun, just need to make meself the clothes. Old stuff like that always interests me, I think I would have enjoyed living in those times very much. Bear grease mosquito repellant and lye soap. living off the land and selling hides for bullets and food. it would have been a blast. well i gots to go and practice my archery a bit, deer season started a week ago and i havent gone yet. later.


Never bet on a dead horse, of course at least the dead horse would have better odds than winning the lottery.

nudist colony=no more laundry??

so I was doing the laundry the other day and thought to myself "i really hate laundry" so i considered joining a nudist colony to avoid any further laundry-esque inconveniences. Hmm, be naked all day, or do the laundry once a week. boy thats a tempting thought. it would have to be in a warm spot though, being naked and cold just doesnt appeal to me. and there would have to be some pretty girls there, cause being naked around a bunch of guys is just creepy. but then id have to get into shape. i mean good shape, cause a fat dude looks even worse naked, trust me i see myself every day, its aweful. well i better get back to work, the goat is eating miss june's prize roses again, and as funny as it is i dont want to see my goat go to jail over a rose. later.


Having a career and having a life arn't the same thing, remember that.

random thoughts

blah bah blha (even my thoughts can't spell) lol. i was just chillin and playing my guitar the other day when somebody tells me i cant play at all, turns out they thought i was playing a totally diff song. what a jerk. playing an instrument like the guitar is alot of fun, but at the same time and for the same reasons it can really suck. you like a rock song, learn it. poof you rock! but then people are like can you play this? no. why not? cause it sucks. well your stupid and suck cause you cant play the song i want. thats the way it goes. been thinking of doing some writing. got a few books, but they suck raw eggs and i wouldn't read them to my dog.

have you ever wondered why they use real lemons in floor cleaner, but artificially flavor lemonade? it kinda bothers me

a letter to my fans

well, for all of you you are bored enough to read my blog, you know that i haven't been on in a while, the last few weeks have been pretty crazy. first of all, let me go back to July...My birthday is July 28, I just turned 24. On july 22 my now ex-wife finalized our divorce, a pretty horrible birthday present if you ask me. so then everybody forgets my birthday because of the previous events. So i decided that i need a break. so a few days and over 3,000 miles later (thats 5400 kilometers to my metric friends) I end up in Sturgis South Dakota on the biggest trip of my life. I need to write a separate blog about that alone sometime. so any ways, i disappeared off the map for about two weeks. nobody could find me. kinda the way i wanted it. so then, i get back from that few days of wonderful rest. Now unemployed, and homeless, i have taken up residence in my grandparents basement, some 300 miles (540 km) from my old house, (now repo) and no clue as to what to do for money, gas, or food. so any ways, thats about the last three months in a nutshell, ill probably talk about the individual events in detail at a later time. anyways. later days!