Lonely

man its weird walking around an empty house that used to be filled with people non stop. its like your the only person left who cares about you. hollow. thats a good way to decribe it. you feel hollow and empty. it would be nice just to have someone to lean on you when you watch a movie, but nobody is here but the dog. even the dog seems depressed about not having anybody around. I feel like I could just climb on my motorcycle and ride off and dissapear and never be missed. its hard trying to live feeling this way. its hard. only a few friends have kept me around. just a few.